🎶 haule haule ho jaaega pyaar... 🎶
( rab ne banadi jodi )
Dhruv's POV
I took out my wallet with slightly trembling hands.
She caught me staring at her ! Fvck.
She muttered something under her breath when I was paying the bill.
After getting done with it we both stood up and walked towards the exit.
The rest of the journey passed in silence as she didn't said anything nor I had anything to say.
We reached the office building and quietly walked towards our respective cabins.
I too engrossed myself in work and the day passed like that.
It was late evening now.
Should I inform her before leaving?
I thought and made my way towards her cabin.
I cleared my throat before doing a slow knock twice.
No answer came.
I knocked again, slightly louder this time.
But got no response in return.
Did something again happened to her ?
Or she slept ?
I thought for a second and opened the door a little, just to peek inside.
I found her sleeping soundly resting her head between the pages of the opened file which was kept on the table.
My heart fluttered looking at her peaceful face.
My hands iched to remove that slight hair strands covering her face from my sight.
But I knew my limits and touching her without her knowledge had never been in my list.
I just blew those strands off her face but my heartbeats raced when her eyes wrinkled feeling the air. I stood straight and waited for her to again get calmed.
How can I miss her calm face ?
Like it's rare. She doesn't stay calm most of the time.
Not complaining but seeing her reckless,I don't know why I even can't get in peace.
What you have done to me ?
I don't lose my calm in the most devastating situations but this woman sleeping right infront of me holds the power to shake my peace.
Whenever I see her reckless face I just want to do anything to make it calm.
And deep inside I know my girl is fighting with alot of demons alone but I won't and I can't invade in her life until she wants me to but that doesn't mean I will let anyone harm her.
Naive she thinks that only she knows what's going in her life and from how many problems she's fighting alone.
I also know and I feel the weight every single tear which doesn't even roll off from her eyes.
She gets a slight scratch I feel a deep wound.
And I never want to be the one who would only race her heartbeats.
I may not wanna be the reason for racing her heartbeats but I surely want to be the one because of whom her racing heartbeats get calmed.
The goal is be the calmness of the chaotic life of the beautiful lady sleeping infront of me.
She shifted in her sleep and a groan escaped her lips and she cluched her neck.
Oh it may be hurting from the uncomfortable position.
Shall I wake her up ?
Yes, or she'll feel more pain if she slept for long in that position.
I cleared my throat once before calling out.
" Ma'am ? " No response. She didn't even heard maybe.
" Miss Malhotra ? " I called out slightly louder this time.
But my eyes widened when she grabbed the paperweight before throwing it on the wall right behind me.
" Go to hell !! " She mumbled angrily.
I immediately crouched down escaping from that and next I heard the sound of breaking the glass paperweight.
Damn ! Nice shot even in sleep.
But the sound made her straddle in her sleep as she woke up with a jerk.
I immediately straighten up and stood in attention position,my heartbeats raced all of sudden.
I looked at her face. Hair messed up, swollen eyes, a strange confusion on her face as she looked at me and our gaze locked.
" Um what are doing here ? " She asked in a flat tone after composing herself.
" I-i came here to inform you that I'm going. " I said trying not to shutter much.
" Done informing ? " She asked. I could sense slightly anger with a hint of irritation in her voice.
" y-yes. " I said not knowing what she would say next.
" so LEAVE ? " she said the last word in a slightly louder tone making me flinch a little.
I nodded and turned to leave and before I could grab the door's handle she said something that made my heart clench, unknowingly.
" And next time think thousands time before coming inside without my permission as I allow people to die before entering in my cabin without my consent. So better BE IN YOUR LIMITS if you wish to work with me otherwise I have more people in queue for this post and probably much better than you. "
I gulped and said a sorry before marching outside as fast as I could.
And now I was feeling guilty for going inside without her consent.
She must be angry on me now.
Fuck !!!!!!
What I have done ?
I ran my fingers from my hairs as I felt offended from my action.
She's right. Maybe I'm crossing my limits.
And I should keep remember that my aim was to win her heart.
That's why I'm in india.
And I had loved her since years. Waited for this moment to come but I hadn't expected from her to love me back without her choice.
Even if she does not loved me back I would always love her with any expectations.
And it's totally on her but I'm not also giving up until I win her heart.
I would go to every extent to make her fall for me but it must be a feeling from her inner soul not a forceful one.
And in between all these how came I forgot my boundaries. How I had crossed my limits.
I won't do anything until she gives me the key of her heart herself but till then I'll wait on her heart's door.
Even I have to stand there for a lifetime.
I'm ready to became anything she wants me to. I'm ready to be how she sees the man of her dreams. I am even ready to wait for a lifetime if she wants me to. She can take her time and if she doesn't want me ever.
Then I'm ready to love her after being a corpse.
It doesn't not matter if she belongs to me or not but I'LL ALWAYS BELONG TO HER.
My chain of thoughts broke and I didn't realised when I reached near my bike.
Sighing deeply I put the helmet on and settled myself on my bike and zoom off.
I had always been a calm and composed man but today after knowing I'm the reason she's angry and irritated I couldn't help but feel angry on myself.
What was the need to do that asshole !!
The anger keep bubbling more inside me and I felt the urge to pour that all on myself.
I'll fvcking die before creating problems for her !!
I just hope she doesn't take it as disrespect but it is what it is. It was kind of disrespect I showed today.
How ??
How the fvck I did that ?
I could have lost the chance to win her heart !!
I increased my speed overtaking all the cars and bikes in my way and even I didn't know where I was going.
Or deep inside I know where my anger was taking me...
I didn't realise when a few hours passed and I was still riding and suddenly I saw a familiar path when I came back from my trance.
Nostalgia hitted me hard as I recognise the place. I noticed the surrounding and there was no crowd at all.
All empty and yellow dim lightings adored the place.
I pulled the brakes when I saw something that made my eyes moist.
XYZ HIGH SCHOOL...
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Heyy cuties !!
Shall I make a list of sorries for late updates ? Nevermind I was busy as fvck.
You know na I have to do one thing I hate the most.
STUDYY !!
But I have to. Because I won't be getting any Alex Volkov who will be a Billionaire with big B in real life. 😞
Still I'm trying and let's see what I'll do.
And trust me I really want to write chapters but sometimes there is lack of time and sometimes my stupid brain isn't getting any ideas.
Let me know if it's getting boring.
But it will be a long journey full or thorns and pain before they fall and belong to each other completely.
Have some patience and enjoy.
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