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Aakriti's POV
What the heck was that ?
First he tried to infere in my decision and then when I literally warned him for his job, he was squealing like he won something.
Weird creature !! I shrugged off the thoughts. Walking in my cabin I threw my purse on the couch and lay down there.
My health is becoming my concern now. Today I was about to get faint and my head is still aching like bitch.
A sudden thought clicked my mind and I called my PA. He answered in no seconds.
" Make sure to not let come anyone in my cabin until I say. " Saying this I was about to cut the call but he again said something close to my disliking.
" May I know why ? " He asked trying best to sound polite.
That's none of your business. I wanted to say but I didn't wanted to strech the conversation long so I said.
" Do what I said. If anyone got inside without my permission then you'll be fired. " Saying this I hang up. My headache what getting worse and I couldn't bear it.
I locked my cabin from inside and turned on the black shade covering the transparent glass window.
Then why did I called him ? Whatever !!
I walked towards the bookshelf and moved it aside using my all power. My head was aching like someone is beating it with hammer. I unlocked the hidden shelf using my fingerprints.
My eyes roamed to find that thing inside that hidden shelf. I had kept my tumor reports and necessary medicines in them.
Finally I found that thing and took it out from the shelf I locked it again and covered it with the bookshelf again.
I seated on the couch and looked at the injection in my hand. Yes, I was taking drugs to lose my senses and to not feel this bitch like pain in my head.
It's very normal thing for me to do once twice or even thrice a month. My doctor does not know about it, as he himself had strictly told me to not drink alcohol or do any kind of drugs like smoking and what I am doing right now.
It would help me in forgetting the pain for few hours. It depends on the dose. And currently I am taking for few hours. I often use it in night when I'm unable to sleep.
And somewhere if I die I won't regret it.
Because honestly I don't have any hope to live. Just to escape this pain I have been taking drugs since one year. And every time I visited my doctor in last one year he says - your condition is getting worse and the tumor is spreading.
But again, there's no medical cure. A tear slipped down from my eye without my permission. I chuckled at my condition. And at some point I may agree to father's words.
' girls like you don't deserve life. Why don't you die ? Bloody Burden. '
Maybe that man is right, I don't deserve to live that's why God choose me to bless with this disease which has no cure in any corner of the world. And love isn't what I want to get cured with.
I just hate that word. It sounds very cringe and unrealistic. And people say love is beautiful. How would I know this if anyone has never make me feel Loved. Every one is just good at faking their sympathy as love. They all just feel pity on me, love would be far.
People around me are literally snakes hiding behind perfect faces and blessed with mind blowing acting skills. No one is real.
And I won't be surprised if my family get to know about my disease and leave me. I had already thought that. And honestly my expectations died with literally everyone a long back.
That's why I have stopped discussing my problems even with my so called family. Cause sympathy would be the last thing I would ever ask for.
They called me selfish but yes it was what I am. And yes I only care about myself. I don't care if anyone dies. And please don't be surprised if I say I won't shed a tear even if my whole bloodline dies.
Currently my prime concern is me and my health. I don't give a shit to anyone. I don't need anyone. I'm enough for myself and I know I would also find the solution to this bitchy problem. Soon.
It's just me and my money against the world !!
But for now I have to control this mind bursting shit.
I can do this !! Whispering it to myself I inserted the injection in the nerve of my wrist. And in no seconds it showed its effect and i started feeling my lashes heavy and the pain started fading slowly.
And I didn't realised when I lost my consciousness.
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I got disturbed in my sleep when I felt water droplets on my face. And I could hear a faded voice.
" Please open your eyes " someone was crying. I could guess it from his voice.
Adjusting to the light I opened my eyes slowly.
I couldn't remember anything and my body felt paralyzed. Collecting my strength I moved my eyes around me and found someone unexpected.
" W-what the heck you're doing here !! " I tried to yell at him but my paining head wasn't helping much. My hands went to clutch my head. And I hissed.
Still the anger was rushing in my body and slowly I gained my proper senses.
" Are you okay ? " He asked and I looked at him. My eyes were burning with anger.
" HOW DARE YOU !! I TOLD YOU NOT TO LET ANYONE COME IN MY CABIN WITHOUT MY PERMISSION !! WHY THE HECK- " I yelled loudly at him and stopped when I saw him looking unoffended by my words.
He was looking down. And my eyes immediately widened when I saw the empty injection near his left leg. But I think he hasn't noticed yet.
Without thinking twice I took a long step near him and kept my feet on the injection, covering it before he could see.
The heck it's illegal.
Although he couldn't do anything but still i want to keep it as a secret forever.
He looked up at me, I saw his eyes moist with a neutral face and then I noticed we were very close. My legs itched to move away but I kept standing there pressing my foot on the injection.
" W-what are you doing here ? " I asked advertising his attention.
He stood up and took few steps back from me. I internally sighed in relief ignoring my headache.
" I came here because the CEO of Kapoor industries is here for the lunch meeting and we're late."
Shit !! I forgot about it. If I'll work like this then My company will be bankrupt soon.
" Ohh sorry I slept. " I didn't wanted to say it but the words came out without my willingness.
" How you unlocked the door ? " I asked pushing the injection inside the gap between the couch and the floor.
" Um...I broke it. " He said and I glared at him.
" I'll cut the repairing charges from your salary " I said glaring hard at him.
" Sure " he muttered nodding blankly.
" You could have called me. " I said and grabbed my phone.
89 missed calls from PA dhruv saxena. I saw and gulped looking at him.
" W- we should go. " I said and fixed my clothes and hairs. I didn't minded he was infront of me.
Why the heck I'm thinking this much. Can't the CEO sleep in her own cabin ? I do not need to justify my deeds. That too to my PA.
Grabbing my purse and phone I exited the cabin followed by him. The only sound of my heels clicking was audible. I was still feeling slightly dizzy and my headache was lessen now.
The drugs that can kill,can also give relief.
We entered the lift and he pressed the button of ground floor. Leaning against the wall of the lift I took a deep breath.
The lift opened and we both came out.
By the way where is mishti ? She must be in the penthouse doing some crazy stuff.
I wonder if she was practicing her wedding night today.
She is whipped for shreyansh and I'm afraid of the ' getting obsessed' habit of hers. She knew no limits no boundaries to claim what she wants.
I settled inside the car and he sat on the passenger seat. The car started and we dozed off.
After few minutes we reached at the restaurant italian bites. Before I could grab the car's door to open it, dhruv already did it and I sighed before getting out. He closed it and turned to me only to found me looking at him blankly.
" That was needless " I said and turned my heels to walk ahead. I felt him following me. By his act I remembered that my bodyguards Robin and Kevin were on leave as they had to visit their family who lived in their home country USA.
Yeah I don't speak much but I observe everything.
I didn't noticed when I reached at the entry door. We both get inside and I asked.
" What's his name ? "
" Whose ? " He looked confused.
" That CEO of Kapoor industries " I replied.
" You do not know his name ? " He asked a little shockingly.
" No why ? Is he any celebrity ? " I asked boringly.
" Not even less than a celebrity. " He said.
" Well I don't even know the name of celebrities until I meet them personally " I shrugged honestly.
" Well then let me tell about him briefly. "
He said still focusing on the way. We entered in the lift meanwhile.
" So his name is Trishay Kapoor and he owns a company that comes under top 10 in India. " He said looking at me.
" Ohh ! What's the rank of our company ?" I asked.
" Um...it's second " he said after thinking a second.
" Cool. But who is on the top ? " I asked just to pass the time.
" Rathore group of companies " he said and I nodded. A thought clicked in my mind and I do not why I immediately poured it out from my mouth.
" You know my school classmates say that the CEO of Rathore group of companies studied in the same school as mine. " I don't know why I shared it with him.
To kill the time or what ?
I saw his face turned serious all of sudden. He nodded and muttered ' oh '.
" But I never met or saw him. What's is name ? " I do know why I was talking this much today.
" He is Rishabh Singh Rathore. " He said with the same serious face.
I knew his name but couldn't remember it at that moment.
" I had also heard that he doesn't lives in India. Is that true ? " I asked.
How would he know ? I thought only to get surprised next moment.
" Yeah he handles his business from United States. " He said and I looked at him in amusement.
The lift opened and we came out and walked ahead.
" How did you know ? " I asked the most dumb question.
" Well everyone knows. He's a very successful and famous business tycoon. Not in Just India but in foreign countries too. He's also the most demanding international bachelor because of his looks. I Just stalked him a little on social media. "
He said with a kind of pride & shine in his eyes and trust me the next words I said were not mine.
" By any chance are you not straight for him ? "
He eyes widened in shock and a chuckle escaped my mouth before I could control it.
" N-NO !! why do you think that ? " He whined cutely.
WTF ?
CUTELY ?
NO WAY !!
My face turned serious and I said before quickly walking few steps ahead.
" The way you were praising him...made me think that. Forget it. " I said blankly.
Why the heck I talked this much ? I do not blabber this much even infront of mishti. I mentally laughed a little remembering his shocked face.
' Cute too ' my subconscious said and I quickly shooed her off from my mind.
The fuck I said that cringy word.
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